hai... actually, just hai...
sometimes, things are in our control, its jus how u manage with it.
how u control. how to take in, how to let go...
very sian nw... really very sian.
tired, sick.... mixture of feeling i dont know how to explain,
dunno wat to say, dunno wat can i do...
maybe we jus have to make decisions sometime... decisions even on how to think.
is it wat we do, think and say that affects others?
or is it how we wan to affect others, therefore leading to wat we do, think and say?
hai... can i be selfish sometimes?
can wat i wan really come true?
is wat i want, wat u can afford?
i think i shldnt be so selfish sometime, jus let lose, let it go...
but, keep the memories for they are the most pure and precious
it is even harder to enjoy the process nw knowing wat will happen in the end...
it is like watching you killing yourself.
hey... so difficult, y does it seem so easy for u?
or r u jus hiding?... if it is, then, very disappointed... hai...
but i trust u dont, ok...
everyday nw, so scared, afraid of the truth? afraid of the unknown?
i dunno, i dunno... another qn i shall ask another time.
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peacexz yaw!
